Hey back fast today..

Today, like any other day, i woke up and prepare to go school.. I also expecting that today will a great day 4 me.. Everything when well.. i got lots of things done.. i'm very happy.. After School, i went home and saw my Dad.. Shocked.. he wun be home so early.. Saw him packed here packed there wanted to help but i decided not.. so i went to cycle..i cycle to Seng Kang, Ang Mo Kio.. Went to Compassvale Sec to look 4 some of my frenz.. came back.. very very tired and my parents were not in.. Great time to take a break and a minute of silence.. 15 Minutes later.. parents came back and bought back my dinner.. Everything went well.. Mum & Dad went out to buy more things.. But when they went out, more assignment 4 me to do.. Well.. i am a good boy.. i do everything they say.. So after i done all my things, i sat down and on the computer.. Trying to tok to someone in Msn.. Browse through the screen but none of the name can make me share my feelings.. Misery.. Sadness, New Year coming all these feeling still trap inside of me.. I haf nothing to say... Jus a few minutes ago.. i was scolded by my Father.. He scolded me 4 not doing wad he requested.. But i got do le.. He realise his mistake of accusing me but he change the subject.. He suddenly say the fan not clean yet.. Frustrated is the feeling when he say that to me.. I feel like arguing but thinking of that.. i noe that he cannot take it.. so i decided to speak in a nice manner.. But he never speak nicely to me.. i Felt sad.. very very sad.. Heart Breaking.. He Left the house with my mum again to Grandpa hse.. More assignment were given.. Wiping the stupid dam SOFA.. cleaning those boxes which was full of dusts..

I really cannot take it anymore.. Where are my brothers?? When i was young.. i remembered helping them their work.. But mostly jus watch them do..

When my father left home, he told me this.. my brothers were not around in the house anymore.. so U got to clean the house... Does that mean that 4 the rest of my entire life i gotta do that alone? While they just came back when they are free and go out wif their gf rite after they come back.. Wad are these man??

Hey at least i am better than my friends.. I DO housework leh.. Some of my friends sat at the com everyday to play no matter how their mother screamed and begged them to help in the work... They jus dun care or dun give a big damn abt it..

Stop here 4 now.. gotta do my assignment before they get back.. Or the chant will continue again.. my family will go into a Big " Pei Chek" mode again.. Everything go upside down... Inside out..

P.S: Sometimes death might settle something but i not that stupid de lar.. Good Boy days are over.. Bad Boy is coming and building in me.. Good dun suit me.. maybe Bad does.. Y not give it a try??

Jeffrey