November 24, 1 day after fun camp. My beloved Grandfather passed away.

85 years old and done. I will never see him again. He was reduced to ashes on November 28.

I regretted not spending time with him instead going to fun camp! I never expect he will just leave me. Too fast! I'm not even prepared even though i told myself i can take it if he left!

Y can't he wait a little more longer? 5 years is all i asked! During these 5 years, 2nd brother will be back from pilot training course and fly him in his jet. Big brother can bring him to tour NTU again. I am 21 years old too. I haven bring him out to holiday. My first pay has not given to him yet!

During his wake, i was very upset. Although some see me joke and smile ! First night i almost cried out when i was alone . At the corner of my heart, i felt empty. It rightfully belongs to my grandpa. Now is very empty.. But i will always remember him.. Cause these is the first time i see someone close to me died in the open . He laid infront of me, smiling gently . From that instant, i saw him aged a lot .

My grandpa, i can say is a kind and friendly preson. Everyone loves him. Even God.. Cause on his march, Heaven teared heavily ! The sky was clear however it jus rained.

Ah gong... Man Man Kia hor... Kia Hou! Bai Bai..

P.S: This is the last time i will be saying that. Love u, ah gong.

Jeffrey!!

Slack the bloody whole day.. Woke up at 10 am.. sian! Totally forgotten that morning got basketball session wif my friends! shakeheads :(

Oh ya.. played dota the whole afternoon XD... Super shoik, long time nv like this play le..! Frankly speakin.. i'm so sad.. Nothing to do nowadays. Remember Mr Loh once told me. If u dun do maths now, after 'o', u will surely miss maths greatly!

I'm missing my school subjects greatly! I wanna do them again! I wanna be a Secondary school student! I dun wan to leave my peers! THIS CANNOT BE DONE. :(

Lets Move On

Okay, enough of sad stuff le.! Hmmm... there are no happy stuff happened to me either! Dots..

Alrite, ends today!

P.S: I wanna go yr school prom night! Dance with you... however...

Jeffrey!!

OoO.. i'm back!! 'O' level finally over...... But i dun feel the excitement... GOSH

Oh ya, went to search 4 job! Been to orchard from 12 till 5! The 'town' seems big, but no jobs 4 me... Quite sad thou.. Very enthu at first de.. now demoralise le

Oh ya.. Pak Leng, *Yun Jie, Sheryl and Jeremy are there too.. So coincidence! They buying their prom night stuff.. Speaking of that, this friday is MontFort 's 'prom' night! I didn't shop anything .. I feel super weird lar.. My friends are buying lots of stuff to the event! I'm the only 1 not buying anything! Dun think that i'm not supportive ok.. Is really dunno wad to buy and no money to buy..!! Broke!

Walking down orchard road makes me realise something.. I'm such a country pumpkin.. People are looking so cool, shuai, stylish while i looked like staying in kampong, wearing casual clothing! Oh ya.. also their language! I dun understand! Really......

BTW, today is my third time going to orchard!

Hmm... blogging seems bored now.. I suppose! Yiting and Yun Jie stopped blogging le.. Wonder y..!! My only chance to know wad they are doing oso ended.. Haiyo!

OK lar.. ends here.. Blog more this holiday!

Jeffrey!!