I dunno Friday's meeting is good or bad?

Maybe i am just tired.

WCP.. omg.. is the end of the 2nd week. This means that i still have 2 and a half week to go! Oh no.. Too little time to learn. This coming Thrusday and Friday, there will be tests. No..No..NOO.... no time to study at all.!

There is this problem of me. Whenever I am ready for operation or in a competition.. My hands shiver tremendously. Yea... Vigorously.. I can't seem to control it even though i know that i can do it. Everytime i see that, the disappointment is so great that i will hold back my tears and sometimes endure the mockings and jokings from peeps. Is tough but this IS life.. I am so gonna embrace it like a bitch!

Driving is getting better after each lesson. I am learning U turns and wide turns, hope to advance to parking real soon! My target will be 14 lessons and pass my license. Tough! but i can do it.! hahaha. * currently at 5!* ^^

I changed the songs.. Listen to the last song.. I kinda like it but is very Metal.

I feel like chatting on the phone till i fall asleep. Any takers?

P.S: Hi Serene

Jeffrey~!!

well well well.. Time is passing real quickly.! I am starting to fear.. Fear of not performing well and get good grades. Fear of not catching up with the outside world and last of all.. fear that WCP will end.

Frankly speaking, i enjoy learning in WCP. Although Chef Khoo craps, scolds and plays alot, the lessons were never boring nor dead.. First time i dun feel tired standing up 10 hrs straight everyday. I dun think of resting until the end of the day when i took off my Chef uniform. Is like magic or energy booster.

Being the leader, i rush here and there just to make sure things go on to schedule so that my girls can have their breaks and fun time. Chef wants me to push them more but i just can't. The sense of urgency is not inbuilt in them. I am afraid of raising voice and pushing them... i am afraid... i am afraid that friends cannot be friends anymore. I just hope that they understand. I mean no harm but they just need that push to perform. Yea..

However i never regret grouping with them. They brought me laughter and attentions cause i am the only guy in the Group. HAHAHA!

They did well today.. HAHAHA! I should say out of expectation. Maybe because I said no more jokes.. Be serious.. LOL.. all of them damn serious and things are very smooth when time came for us to cook, plate and serve. I am impressed with my girls (:

Heee... U know what? Lisa texted me.... I feel good cause she is quiet quiet de. Is hard for her to start a conver. HAHA.. I miss talking to her on msn.

P.S: Driving is getting better. I can drive le.!

P.S.S : Joelle, i read your posts too.! I know about yr mixed feelings. Lets have chill out session. Its been long time since i last chill out with u guys! I miss J2.

Jeffrey~!!

woah.. Sunday le... Haha... Time is running so fast.. WCP left with 3 weeks and a half.

Been busy lately. Many things happened around yet i can't speak of any. Maybe, one or two..

So... Chef Khoo's barks are seriously few thousand worse than his bites. His comments cut all the way thru into my heart. Into my world like raindrops and it affected my emotions a little. I am just gonna improve and be better.!

Driving lesson was crazy. It was my second time to drive and i did badly... Way off than my first. I forgot how to change clutches and step the paddle of the accelerator.. I am so noob. Seriously... I felt like giving up and go home at the time of driving. I dun have the feel to drive. I dun have.. Maybe it was because of Chef Khoo's words. I must remain strong.. I must...

Yesterday was my cousin's wedding. The dinner at Furama Hotel was lousy. The fish, so tough, the chicken skins were not even crispy and the yam ring was awful. I am slightly disappointed. Didn't take any pictures because camera was not with me ):

Lisa never replied any of my messages. I wonder if her phone prepaid is low. It makes me worry for a little.

Meanwhile.. The pictures i promised.. Dinner at home! (: cooked by me.!


Broccoli in Sweet Corn Sauce


Chairman Mao Braised Pork


Sweet and Sour Chicken


Super duper big Siew Mai!


P.S: Leslie... Hahahahaa.. FAT......

Jeffrey~!!

I am ill.. I am feeling very weak.... but i am enjoying every moment...

Sick mind right? hahaha.. tell u why.. Cause my mother endless care and love for me. I simply love it~!

I think i caught a flu while running with Wei Hao on Sunday night. We ran nearly 10 km i guess. From Hougang to Jalan Kayu and back again. Tired sia..

So... Monday was disastrous... Chef was talking non stop and we were made to stand for hours.. I cannot take it as my stomach was super aching and my temperature was rising. I feel like raising my hand and asked for a leave to go home but i know i just can't because i dun wan chef to look down on me.! Best thing for the day was Chef said I improved alot and i am a leader of 7 girls. HAHAHA.. May luck be with me!

Today was quiet and lonely. I was at home the entire day. Cannot go out.. Lay on the bed, sofa... watch tv... eat medicine and trim carrots. I was duper bored.. Bored till my temperature rise till 39 and i cannot think once again.

I remembered i have much to update but.. the headache is killing me.. I going to bed now.. Just hope that tomorrow i will jumping again. Chef Khoo, feel my wrath.!

P.S: if u dun understand this post, is ok.. i dun understand too.!

Jeffrey~!!

Life is good.

Morning, went to school for some quite retarded talk about safety... I know i know.. is for my own good but it lasted for only 1 hr and is on a Saturday..! Walao...

Not to waste any time, Wei Hao, Jun Jie and I decided to go to Orchard to shop, eat and find Chef Philip. hahaha. Wei Hao acclaims favourite teacher because he thinks he is gay too. (: Well, of course not... Is just that Chef Philip's skills are awesome. He knows what he is doing and never fails to give explanations if you have doubts. And i mean...... ACCURATE EXPLANATIONS. NO JOKE OR SMOKE.. Good Chef! i hope to be like him! i mean cooking! P:

And so.... we shopped around the town and i bought a top home.! Is a big bomb to my wallet but i just love it!

I am rather excited abt Sydney's and Songwei's band gig tomorrow at Lavender. All the best to them!

P.S: I only have 4 viewers. ):

Jeffrey~!!

I had dinner with Lisa today.. It was kinda last minute but i like it!

She has grown a little taller, fairer and prettier however still that quiet and shy... Maybe not that shy, just quiet.. Haha.. But i made her starts the conversation 3 times.. PRO HOR! Hahaha..

Our Q&As were very unique and I just can't stop smiling until she left for home.

Yea... Should i run tonight? I think i should...

P.S: Hope for more in the near future.

Jeffrey~!!

I am proud finisher of 6km run!

Host: Jeffrey. Participant: Jeffrey. (:

Leslie made me super pissed today.. He said i am Fat! Fat liao.. HAHAHA FAT....

Ma de..

OK... i acknowledged that i am fat... so i am doing exercises now. Intense version de. I am going to complete 10km in a week.! *half way there liao* :D

Remember that i once said that i will try to take part in any event... I was quite disappointed with myself today.. At the last minute of taking part in Applied Science OLTC, i back out.! I dunno why, i felt super tense in the introduction part that i ran away from the room! HAHA.. seriously.. I think that my comfort zone has not gotten any bigger.. ):

However i still took the interview in the end as i remembered promising that i will take part in any events.. and so... i did! (:

Interview was horrible, i wasn't prepared at all.! If they chose me.. HAHA I think is because i pulled strings.. hee! But seriously.. i hope they wun choose me.. PLS........ Ti Kong Bo Bi!

Ohhh Btw.. "...The I think I Love You..." is a song.. I used it to attract attentions but looking at it.. Sian.. not working well!.. ):

And yea.. I got 3 comments.. hahaha!

P.S: HAHAHA! COMMENTS!

Hee... I wanna update my blog.. but i dunno what to type (:

I think I love you

P.S: I got another COMMENT!! MORE~

Jeffrey~!!

After 7 hrs of research of my project, The Peranakan, I am super shag.. Looking at the time now.. is 1 and a half hour more to Presentation.. Damn it.. i need to bathe and brush my teeth!

I am totally missing my brother right now even though i just sent him off at the airport at 0430. I can't stand long separation.. I will get emotional.. I mean very emotional! I seriously hope that his well over that side and the 6 months of torment will end quickly with the help of hectic life in school. (:

Remember i said i wanna see some comments on the previous post? Haha.. Only Frankie, my neighbour, tag me something.. Is hilarious and slightly warming as i know that at least there is still 1 person reading my blog.. Haha.. Well, i can only blame it on myself.. Who call me dun update much! LOL..

And so..

What i did for my brother before he left was that I cooked some Asian dishes for the family to try.. It turns out quite good.. They finished everything on the table..*except for the plates and utensils of course* Pictures are not up on facebook yet.. When it is up, i will post some here. (: *i know my blog is abit wordy*

I have shopping mood! haha.. I want to go Bugis and at the same time, i wanna go find Lisa..Heard she is helping her grands with their stall. Lee Oh Guan if i am not wrong. ^^ Is been a long time since i last see her. Talking abt this, i find my past amusing. The days i go crazy, the things that i do when i used to like her.

Mature adults will become children when they are in love.! haha.. thats what came to my mind.!

P.S: I gonna take my time to bath and wash-up. Hot or cold water?

P.S.S: Remember to leave some comments. (:

Jeffrey~!!

我很闷.

Anyway, I came to update my blog because i had a chat with Wei Hao in the afternoon.!

He said that if he has a blog, people will see the other side of him.. The fierce and unhappy side.. The blog that have many thoughts, feelings, that scolds, discriminates and even bad mouths others. How wonderful will that be? Actually i am curious too. Curious to that fact that how the class will respond to it if they found out? How life will be for him for the changes he made if he really set up a blog? Interesting? Hahaha.. Give me your comments if you are in the shoe.

Well well well.. Is a brand new year.. and.... i am indeed still slow about that.. I feel 2010 hasn't got any impact on me yet that y i still feel for 2009! hahaha... ( lame.... just start of the year nia.. what impact sia.. LOL )

Well indeed, 2009 had been a great experience for me.. A great experience to know a new class, new classmates, new girls and even unforgettable moments that left scratches in a book that labelled Jeffrey's life. I certainly appreciate every tiny little things that my family and friends that have done for me. Proud of myself too for increasing my comfort zone a little bigger and have more courage and enthusiasm in doing stuff..

Hahaha.. The old Jeffrey will not put in effort to initiate a meeting, gathering nor making something for someone on special days. The NEW Jeffrey still dun do that! hahahaha... But will give my best to do more.. Just because of a simple reason... Love..

Not relationship love but friendship, kinship.. Yea... 2009 gave me alot of families and i cannot just stand back and do nothing for them while they do things for me.. So i will try my best to take part in any outings and events.. Haha.. Well that will be 1 of my New Year Resolution..

Oh.. Is almost 2.. well, my brother is not back yet with his girlfriend.. I am suppose to light the candles and go sleep while they will enjoy the moments together before my brother flies on Jan 13.! 6 months... It will be a long 6 mths for me.. I am gonna miss him dearly. What will you all do if your brother is leaving u for a while..?? Leave some comment at my tag-board, it looks dead.. Hahaa..

P.S: I gotta get prepared. (: till then.. Chaos.!