November 24, 1 day after fun camp. My beloved Grandfather passed away.

85 years old and done. I will never see him again. He was reduced to ashes on November 28.

I regretted not spending time with him instead going to fun camp! I never expect he will just leave me. Too fast! I'm not even prepared even though i told myself i can take it if he left!

Y can't he wait a little more longer? 5 years is all i asked! During these 5 years, 2nd brother will be back from pilot training course and fly him in his jet. Big brother can bring him to tour NTU again. I am 21 years old too. I haven bring him out to holiday. My first pay has not given to him yet!

During his wake, i was very upset. Although some see me joke and smile ! First night i almost cried out when i was alone . At the corner of my heart, i felt empty. It rightfully belongs to my grandpa. Now is very empty.. But i will always remember him.. Cause these is the first time i see someone close to me died in the open . He laid infront of me, smiling gently . From that instant, i saw him aged a lot .

My grandpa, i can say is a kind and friendly preson. Everyone loves him. Even God.. Cause on his march, Heaven teared heavily ! The sky was clear however it jus rained.

Ah gong... Man Man Kia hor... Kia Hou! Bai Bai..

P.S: This is the last time i will be saying that. Love u, ah gong.

Jeffrey!!