I went to see Doctor..
"You must drink lots of water, yr lips very very dry.".
I was puzzled.. i drink lots and lots of water, more than 10 litres a day and yet i still can get flu, fever and sore throat.? strange right.
A levels is coming to an end now.. Looking at it, my Jc friends will have freedom after a long 2 years battle with stress and teachers.. Is it joy or problem now that they have all the time in the world?
My brothers are back from Australia. Initially i thought my eldest brother coming back, but both of them are back.. Second brother was lunatic, he lost 14 kg. Super fit now. I was amazed and impressed by his determination to run everyday without fail and eats only steamed chicken even though others have luxurious food in camp. Seems like, i have lots to learn from them. Love them to bits.
Last night, Yiting spoke to me. I was delighted!
Jeffrey
ARGh.... Cambodia trip.. i think.. go facebook see bah.... I lazy to update le..
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Anyway, lately, i been obsessed with cards... Poker cards... Tarot Cards.. I find them really really interesting and they puzzled me with many hints. Wei Hao has been a great pal which explains many things i dun understand.
I seriously need to get serious.. These few days, i been unrealistic, playful and even childish.. I wanna grow up, be like a mature young man. Think before actions or converse.
Looking back, i felt that i became more sissy-like infront of girls. I dun have the courage to talk back, to voice my opinions and do things the way i used to be.. I really become a sissy.
Perhaps i should be cold. Perhaps i should show my true personality. Perhaps there are no perhaps.
I'm free, yet again...
Jeffrey
Hey hey, i'm not dead.. just plain busy.. hectic.. going out with friend etc etc etc...
Its 5 November already.. Looks like time flies. Its been 2 weeks now ever since i came back from Cambodia.. Somehow i wish, still stuck there with those bunch of friends. Chatting, partying, joking and doing crazy stuffs all days and nights long. Now that i am back in Singapore, still see them everyday however it seems so close yet so far.
These 2 weeks, i find that it was very meaningful where i exposed to numerous moments which i get to reflect on how i should do things. how i should react to emotions and how to curb them. Is been rather emotional that i almost couldn't hang on. I wanted to cry out loud to people which i called brothers but i'm too busy.. What was more heart wrenching is when i found out that they are actually close by but engrossed with other desire. Girls.
1 more day to go... Den i will update my cambodia trip. Pictures are back!! (: